Good afternoon everyone. I read somewhere that it is never a good idea to start a discussion with an apology. That may well be true, but I feel compelled to do so, anyway. I am sorry if this post sounds a little defensive. Rest assured that it only sounds that way because I really am feeling a little defensive.

I’m not having a great day. I got a call last night telling me that some of my supporters were talking about withdrawing their support. This is obviously the last thing I wanted to hear, and not knowing exactly what the issues were, I cancelled my dinner plans and headed back home to find out. As far as I can discern, the problem is with my choices of programming - what I talk about in my livestreams, Pzoom meetings, videos, articles, and other content. On digging a little further it soon became clear that some viewers thought that I had lost my direction and that some of my content did not interest them. I have done a lot of soul searching in the ensuing hours, and this short post will tell you my reaction and what I am going to do about it.

For clarity, I want to spell out something I don’t say often enough - there are a bunch of reasons I love my work, but the most important, by far, is the people that I do it for. You are what gets me up in the morning, and keeps me up late into the night. I have the best audience on YouTube - smart, motivated, kind, and determined people who take my work seriously. I am profoundly grateful, and humbled, by having a core group of long-time supporters that see the value in what I do and contribute through Patreon and in other ways, to keep me doing it. I love what I do, and I love the people that I do it for.

I have a strange job. It doesn’t come with a job description, or co-workers to show you the ropes. It doesn’t offer benefits, vacation time, or a regular paycheck. The job requires a strong work ethic, some creativity, and a lot of stamina. When you start doing this work, you don’t know exactly what to do, or, for that matter, how to do it. But if you stick with it long enough, it all starts to fall into place. Eventually, you even get to write your own job description - mine is “… to educate, entertain, and inspire photographers of all levels who share a common interest in close-up and macro photography.”. This is what I do, and most of the time, I think I do a decent job. The first part, educating interested adults, is not too difficult, because I am myself passionate about macro photography and am constantly learning and improving my own technique, while looking for exciting new ways to push our boundaries and tap rich new veins of creativity.  Having been an educator of motivated adults for my entire professional life, this is something that comes without too much effort, but is just as personally rewarding as it ever was.

Entertaining adults is another matter, and I make no claim to expertise in this realm. While making content that is timely, accurate, clear and concise can be challenging, it is much harder, and a great deal more risky, to produce content that is also entertaining. For starters, even in the context of a livestream, it is virtually impossible to know if your audience is “getting” it. I have a strange sense of humor - too much Gary Larson during my formative years probably has something to do with it - and a lot of the things I find hilarious may not have the same impact on you. But unless someone comes out and says, “Hey Allan. That’s not funny.”, I just can’t tell if it’s working. So I do what we all do and rely on my own internal reaction to decide if something entertains me and, if it does, I just go with it, and hope it will work for you too. Sometimes I get it right, sometimes I don’t, but I’m not sure I will ever really know how to do it consistently.

I think I know where I stand with these first two elements of my job description - I know how to teach and don’t know how to entertain - and this is good because the knowledge guides me and keeps me out of trouble, most of the time. It is the third element, I think, that may be the root of the problem. I like to think that the content presented on my channel, the videos I make, the livestream discussions we have, the photographers that I interview, and even the gear that we review, all have the potential to inspire someone in the audience to try something new, branch out, or get out of their comfort zone. And if that is indeed true, then it is an awesome responsibility and should be treated as such. I look at it like this - the people who want to learn macro photography come to my channel to be taught. With a bit of luck, they will leave here with a better understanding or a new skill. The folks who come to be entertained will either be entertained and maybe come back again, or they will not - but the process is passive - they either receive entertainment or they don’t.

But when someone comes to the channel unsure what they are looking for but with an open mind, then there is chance that they may see or hear something that inspires them - and when that happens there isn opportunity for them to leave with a new passion. And that is the most important thing that I can do for any of you.

A few months ago I was planning to do a series of videos on the largely untouched topic of medium format macro photography (it never materialized). This month I have talked about light microscopes and how they are utilized in macro photography, with some content on where to find them and how to buy them. Then, just last week I mentioned my plans to devote one hour a month, for one year, to scanning electron microscopy as a tool for macro photography. What do all three of these items have in common? Well all three are hardly ever talked about in relation to macro photography, for one. They are also all fascinating and may help us understand the extreme limits of macro imaging like never before. I selected each of these topics because they are off the beaten path, because they will enrich our experience and expand our knowledge, because the content that results will be entertaining and fresh, and because they just might inspire someone to do something fantastic! Back in the real world, these were the three subjects cited as evidence of my loss of direction. I had the impression that some people felt betrayed, and I guess I can understand that. They came here to learn about macro photography and now I’m wasting their time with off-topic esoterica. They might be right, but I don’t think so. For all the reasons outlined above, I think this material is important for macro photographers, in much the same way that understanding the geography of a region can help us understand the region’s history. I wouldn’t talk about it if I didn’t believe in my hear that it would educate, entertain, and inspire my audience.

So what am I going to do… I am going to do exactly what I have been doing for the last six years. I am going to make the best content that I possibly can, on subjects that I think will be educational, entertaining, and inspirational to my community of macro photography enthusiasts. I will continue to invite you, at every opportunity, to tell me what you want to learn about, and when you do, I will adjust my programming accordingly. I know that I cannot please everyone, all the time… but I can try. One last thought before I move on - they say the squeaky wheel is the one that gets the oil, but whoever came up with that one doesn’t build as many gadgets as I do - when one wheel starts squeaking, it is a good idea to oil them all. Which is why…

… Tuesday’s Livestream is a Q&A where we talk about what you want to see on the channel, what I cover in the Livestreams, the subjects for videos, and anything else you want to bring up. I want it be super-productive so I will be coming with a few questions of my own, things that will help me get to the heart of what you want to see. I will not be bringing any prepared material but I will have some amazing pictures and video to show, if we get the chance. I am having some serious epiphanies working with the new microscope. So, if you can make it tomorrow, please come and come prepared to help me chart the course forward for Tuesday’s Macro Talk. The link is - https://youtube.com/live/47k0qfJ5r-g?feature=share

Thursday will be a similar arrangement because I need to hear from my Euro-pals as well. Macro Talk Too will be the same format, but I’ll have different photographs to share and different questions to ask.And, by the way, both of these streams are also macro Q&As, so bring any questions about gear, technique, your rig, or anything else. It’s your hour, so please plan on being there. Your link is here - https://youtube.com/live/kdeJwwrgDC8?feature=share

So, if there is no Pzoom meeting there must be and AfterStack, right? Correct - 10AM Saturday, 11/16/24 on Zoom is AfterStack 10. Several people have asked for more  basic  AfterStack episodes, and after some good feedback from the Clone Stamp discussion in Episode 9, Bud and I will take turns leading the discussion on alternating weeks. So #10 will be Bud’s and he is going to present some information about Smart Objects. As always, it helps us to have your pictures in advance, so please send me or Bud any photographs you want help with, and be sure to tell us what you are having problems with and how we can help. I will be taking Episode 11, so let me know what tool or process you want to discuss. When you send in a picture please add the episode number you want it discussed during.

You will need this invite to access AfterStack - Allan Walls is inviting you to a scheduled Zoom meeting.

Topic: Allan Walls’ AfterStack 10

Time: Nov 16, 2024 10:00 AM Central Time (US and Canada)

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For my Patreon Supporters

There is no Patreon meeting this week, but I will post the recording link on the Patreon page in a little while (definitely today though) - this was a particularly interesting meeting and if you missed it you should check it out. Let me remind everyone on Patreon that the Pzoom recordings are only available for one month after the show, BUT, if it contains something that you might want to have in the future, you can download it to your computer and keep it for as long as you like.

Thank you to my Patreon Supporters - This channel only exists because of your support!

Note on the photographs - all of the images in this post are crystals made for this purpose and photographed on my Nikon D7500, mounted directly to the camera port of my Nikon Diaphot. The cross polarization was accomplished using a homemade set of filter adapters. This is a really exciting experience, working with such a lovely piece of equipment, and I thought you might like to see what it can do!